第一章

Ours is essentially a tragic age, so we refuse to take it tragically. The cataclysm has happened, we are among the ruins, we start to build up new little habitats, to have new little hopes. It is rather hard work: there is now no smooth road into the future: but we go round, or scramble over the obstacles. We've got to live, no matter how many skies have fallen.

置身悲惨时代已是不可改变的事实,因此我们更需保持乐观的态度。大难已然降临,身处残垣断壁之中,我们着手修建自己的小小家园,心怀微弱的新的希冀。这的确并非易事:通往未来的道路绝无坦途,但我们仍需曲折前行,攀过重重阻碍。即使天崩地裂,生活仍要继续。

This was more or less Constance Chatterley's position. The war had brought the roof down over her head. And she had realized that one must live and learn.

康斯坦斯·查泰莱夫人的境遇大致就是如此。战争给她带来塌天横祸。也让她意识到人必须活在世间,生而学之。

She married Clifford Chatterley in 1917, when he was home for a month on leave. They had a month's honeymoon. Then he went back to Flanders: to be shipped over to England again six months later, more or less in bits. Constance, his wife, was then twenty-three years old, and he was twenty-nine.

1917年,克利福德·查泰莱告了一个月的假,返回家乡,同康斯坦斯结了婚。两人得以共度一个月的新婚时光。之后,他再赴佛兰德,不想仅仅六个月过去,就被运回英格兰,几乎是遍体鳞伤。当时他29岁,妻子康斯坦斯23岁。

His hold on life was marvellous. He didn't die, and the bits seemed to grow together again. For two years he remained in the doctor's hands. Then he was pronounced a cure, and could return to life again, with the lower half of his body, from the hips down, paralysed for ever.

克利福德的求生欲望令人惊异。他居然活了下来,支离破碎的身体似乎也重新愈合了。医生花费整整两年的时光医治他,总算起到回春之效,克利福德好歹保住性命,只是腰部以下的下半身永远瘫痪了。

This was in 1920. They returned, Clifford and Constance, to his home, Wragby Hall, the family "seat". His father had died, Clifford was now a baronet, Sir Clifford, and Constance was Lady Chatterley. They came to start housekeeping and married life in the rather forlorn home of the Chatterleys on a rather inadequate income. Clifford had a sister, but she had departed. Otherwise there were no near relatives. The elder brother was dead in the war. Crippled for ever, knowing he could never have any children, Clifford came home to the smoky Midlands to keep the Chatterley name alive while he could.

时间已经是1920年。克利福德携康斯坦斯返回家乡,入住祖传的拉格比府。父亲已经辞世,克利福德承袭爵位,成为克利福德男爵,而康斯坦斯也成为查泰莱男爵夫人。置身于查泰莱家这座有点凄清的祖宅,夫妻俩操持家务,依靠稍显微薄的收入,过起日子来。克利福德有个姐姐,但已经离开。此外她们再无近亲。其兄死于战火。克利福德清楚自己注定终生残废,无望有后,重回烟雾缭绕的米德兰(注:英格兰中部地区的旧称),为的只是在自己的有生之年,让查泰莱家不至于断绝香火。

He was not really downcast. He could wheel himself about in a wheeled chair, and he had a bath-chair with a small motor attachment, so he could drive himself slowly round the garden and into the line melancholy park, of which he was really so proud, though he pretended to be flippant about it.

他并未因此而十分郁郁寡欢。他可以摇着轮椅,四处游逛,而驾着那个装有小型马达的巴斯轮椅(注:旧时一种供残疾人使用的轮椅,多带有蓬盖),更能够悠哉游哉地在花园中徜徉,进入那片树木成行、凄清阴郁的庭院中去。拥有如此气派的园林,他其实颇为得意,只是装出一副满不在乎的模样而已。